Costa Rica was beautiful -- truly a heaven on Earth. For the first time in years, I could actually relax. I could curl up with a book and coffee and just gaze over the rain forest. The fucking rain forest. For one slim moment, all of the chaos and confusion evaporated.
And on the way home, we flew between the clouds. And even though I was stuck on a plane it was almost euphoric...I could just touch the sunlight.
But I'm home. And I fell face down into everything I left. Homework, expenses and commitments all bombarded me. But it was amazing. Absolutely amazing.
Things I need to accomplish now that I'm in the Alameda:
1) I need to figure what the fuck I want. In relationships, in friendships and in the future.
2) Read King Leer
3) Read Antigone
4) Not get into more accidents
5) Sign up for piano lessons
6) Become more patience
7) Refind faith
8) Stop focusing on things that are unimportant, trivial and just a waste of my time.
9) Relax
10) Live in Love
